-I don’t fit in the crowd-

 I’m overwhelmed with this world

I was born in the wrong generation

I don’t fit in the crowd

I can’t follow the rules

 

I never felt like the other kids or liked hanging out every day after school with my friends and even in college, I don’t go out every night not even every week. Not because of my beliefs, but because of who I am. I am not an average girl, I don't fit in the rules that society made for girls, for women everywhere.

 

But, the real question is, is still out there someone like an average person?

 

No. There is not an average person. There are no such things as packages in which society can put us, to characterize each and every one of us – the millions and millions of people, the billions of people can not be put into catalogues like we need and have to look like this, and be like this, and follow this type of personality. Because we are all different – and I think that’s the beauty of it all.

 

As humans, we are amazed by the different species of animals and plants and flowers, wouldn’t the world be a prettier and better place if we also were amazed by the different people we have around us?

 

Still, for some time in my life, I felt like I did not belong. There was something inside me that felt aside like it separated me from them. Sometimes I still feel like this. Not in the sense that I am not supposed to be where I am – I could not be more sure of that, but there is something about me that is special. And I haven't figured out that.

 

That’s because we are all different and special! We are all made equal, from the same ancestors, even if we go thousands of years back, from the same routs and places, still we are made different.

 

I don’t love my generation and what we are living. Still, I love some parts of the environment and the changes that it’s creating, the rising of voices for those who didn’t and still don’t have, the rising of people that speak the truth and are not afraid to share it, and the ascension of communities ready to fight for their lives and seeing how the teens and young adults respond and be a part of it – we want to be a part of it.

 

We are not living in standard times, we are seeing countries and cities fall apart, and even though this part of the population, the youth, is characterized as sad and depressed, they are also the first in the barriers screaming for the governments to change things and fighting for their and other lives and even better spreading the positivity and lovingness around the globe.

 

I believe that we can not be characterized into parts, but we are a whole, a whole group of people with different lives, backgrounds, dreams and plans, personalities and likes, beliefs and needs, hobbies and love stories that in the end of the day want a better place to live at and want to change the world into that better, more beautiful and prettier place.