2018

I didn't want to write the same that everyone writes every year, so let me try something different. 

2018, you were something different, so many things happen that I can't even remember all of them. So many days passed by and I have no clue what happened on them, but so many days that marked me and I will never forget them.

Sincerely I don't even have words to try to describe the amazing year you were because I can't even think about all the things that happen.

Thank you for all the nights that I went to bed with a smile so big I couldn't even fall asleep.

Also, thank you for all the nights that I cried myself asleep thinking of all things that were going wrong. Thank you even more because, after those nights, I had the strength to have a beautiful day after a storming night.

Thank you for all the spikes and the downs because those times made grow always, that didn't have the privilege of putting me down because those made me wanna fight. Thank you for not letting me forget the good things and happiness in life.

Now, as I am writing this letter, my room is a mess, my hair is tied, my desk is completely filled with school papers, pens and pencils, and I feel like I am missing something. 2018, let me let you something, I am going to do this year what in 2018 I couldn't, you can be sure my room will still be a mess sometimes, but my hair is going to be free, my desk will still be with so many stuff that I can't find anything but I am going to run for that thing that I am missing, I'm sorry to you and for myself to not being able and strong enough to go for it in 2018, but this is I am going to at least try, and if I can't find it I won't stop.

Please, don't be sad that I didn't achieve it in 2018. Please, be happy because you prepared me for it.
Thank you for everything.