old car

"For years I have been driving an old used car

with a lot of mileage, and I hate it.

It gets me where I need to go, but I'm tired of fixing

leaks and broken parts all the time."

I'm young but I feel old because I'm tired and sad about who I have become.

The more I live, the more I feel weak. The more I love, the more I lose myself. The more I look at you, the more I am lost. But the thing is I can't stop living, I can't stop loving and I can't stop looking at you, so what should I do?

This old car, these old memories that I carry with me all the time, that make me feel weal, it gets me where I need to go, but I can't be with them anymore, I'm tired of fixing my broken parts by myself.

But why? Why can't I stop loving you? Why do I, day by day, hurt myself more and more? Why keep I, day by day, losing myself more and more and more? Because I can't imagine living without loving you, so I feel weaker and I lose myself.

And by the end, all of this turns in not being able to not look at you and I'm lost. I'm lost in your eyes, trying to figure out why can't I live without loving you. And also, trying to figure out what has happened for you to not feel the same way like before.