she's a beautiful girl with a gorgeous hair

When she was little she always thoughted if she would someday fall in love. She did terribly.

When she was little she always thought if she would one night fall asleep while crying. She does a lot.

When she was little she didn't want to grow up. She did, unfortunately.

When she was little she didn't understand the world and she doesn't understand until today.

She was a beautiful little kid with stunning gorgeous hair. She had a lot of dreams, they were lost by time and life. Some of them went away, some are hidden and others she completely gave up on them. But she always had a golden heart, even when people hurt her and made her cry at night and put a fake smile on her face by the morning. She never gave up on making people happy even if she wasn't understanding why they weren't.

She grew up even not wanting to. She did and she crashed her face into the ground trying to understand a world that doesn't want to be understood. She fell in love so hard that she was scared of love and leaving it behind. She crashed her face so many times trying to show her feelings for him when he was being a bad boy to her and making her cry overnight and don't sleep.

But she didn't lose her beauty, smile and gorgeous hair with all of this, because she didn't stop loving herself even on the days she couldn't look at herself in a mirror. Some time in life she understood that the boy she loved wasn't the right one for her and for some time she stopped believing in love, but the boy destined for her appeared from nowhere and she just stopped crying and started believing.

And finally, she started living her life when she realized the others were just the others and happiness comes from inside and not from the outside. She realized she had to live for herself and not for the others. She started enjoying life for her and, she actually thoughted about losing her gorgeous hair and change it, but she couldn't because that was her fisical mark anyways. It was hers to belong. It was hers to be in.

This is part of the story of every single one of the girls that passed, are passing and will pass in this world, we are all cursed.

Don't stop believing in yourself.

Don't stop believing in the world and in people even when they don't want that. 

Don't stop smiling and making someone's life better every day. 

Don't stop loving the mark you have that it's yours. 

Don't lose that thing you know it's yours to belong and doesn't belong to someone else's.