You look happier

You look happier

Maybe from afar

Maybe not so close

But does it matter?

If only I knew the truth

Then I could sleep better

At night having an answer

If only I could tell like once I could

If the smile on your face is real or just a lie

 

You look happier

Do I do too?

I look in the mirror

And don’t recognize myself

Some days, sometimes

It's hard to see myself

As someone who is not

Part of your life

Who doesn’t have you

By her side

 

You look happier

Do you know it?

Do you fake it

Or do you actually live it?

Maybe it’s the weather

But it has been so rainy

And rain is not our season

Or did it become yours by any chance?

I need to know

Or do I not?

 

You look happier

I hope it’s real

I hope you truly are

Not just looks, not just wonders

I hope I look happier too

Just wanted to let you know that

It’s not life without you

It’s learning to live like this

It’s finding joy and love again

Without you by my side