silence

I enjoy the silence but I have to learn how to use it more often because I am surrounded by madness and sounds that make me go crazy every day.

When I am trying to run from society, I put my headphones and when my music starts playing, I enter my own world, I hide from society, I am finally alone. But, when the night falls and the sounds stop, the people are asleep and the moon is high up, then I am completely alone, I can finally rest my mind and thoughts and talk with myself again.

But one day, I hope to find a person with whom I will enjoy spending the rest of my evenings with!

I enjoy the silence when I can get away from everyone that I know.

I enjoy the silence when I get to be with myself and finally try to understand where I lost myself.

I enjoy the silence when I get to think about what I am and what I want to be.

I enjoy the silence one the days when I feel less myself and more like them.

I enjoy the silence at the moments when I am surrounded by crowds.

I enjoy the silence that helps me search for me.

I do believe that the silence is what helps me going and not stopping because I do believe that without it I would not be here today because I do believe I lost myself without it and found with it. The miss of silence makes me go insane and do things that I should not do, things that do not help, things that I never thought I would do.

So today, I do not seek things and even less, I do not seek people. I seek my loneliness, my time.

So, if you do not, I advise you sincerely to spend more time in the silence, more time with your thoughts and yourself, more time thinking about what you want to do!