sorry, i'm selfish

I can't do what you need me to or I will lose myself again. So I am gonna do what I need myself to so I don't lose myself in this big weird world. I don't understand how can you say that you need me to do something because it will help you with that, what will I do when you're gone? What will I do when you don't need my help anymore? How can I do something for someone else that one day won't even want me in his life? How can you ask me to leave something that I so much love?

I can't understand how dare you to ask me, I can't understand how much you can roast me so I leave something that I love to help you with something that you have to discover alone. I know you are alone in this crazy world, so am I. Have you thought about it?

I was lost in this world for so long, I couldn't tell apart if I liked something or not,  I couldn't say who I was for so long and you are asking me to get back tot hat. Sorry but I have to be selfish and hold back myself now. I understand now that sometimes I need to say no and love myself more than others. I learned to know me and I have been moving on with that. With myself, I'm not alone, not anymore. Now I have myself. And I'm not going to give that up for someone else's trouble. I'm sorry. I'm selfish.